addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
binge binge binge binge stop me.
lit film turned out quite okay i must say. fangxun, sarahp and i were all freaking out on sat cos we'd just started filming then and ahh yea. new ideas take time to break into. we were all quite hesitant about the whole idea of videoing it. but in hindsight, i think it was a good move (: vid editing is rather painful. ahha you play the segments over so many times that you virtually memorise every darn line in it. but it was good, cos now i won't have so much trouble memorising lines for that act. TOSH ELIZA! hahah. YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID THAT ELIZA, THAT SHEWS A WANT OF FEELING! okay i'm kinda addicted. the lines are just running through my head over and over. like some broken record. hurhur. everyone said fangxun was a gay higgins. lol. but i must say that the both of them did a superb job in memorising the lines. and woah, being an actor takes tonnes of perseverance. i rmbr the DAMN MRS PEARCE segment, we bloopered so many times. lol. but yeah eventually got it. i found sarah p's I WOULDN'T WANT TO RUN THE RISK OF THEM BEING INJURED (should've been them going missing) ahha as fangxun said- sarahp the girlguide. yay okay filming is fun. tiring though. many many thanks to my dad for helping me lots with the editing. was struggling with hist pt and lit pt. the oldish black and white filter looked better than i'd expected.
okay anw. hist pt was a flop for me. first time i put in so little effort into a pt. hehe. was getting so sick of it that i just slapped together something and handed it in. not very substancial compared to the others.. woah yinling's esp.
okay bad headache. sigh. gotta do something about my eating problem. seriously, i canNOT stop. it's damn scary cos even when i want to i can't seem to control myself. ahhh losing control :( scary okay.
going to force myself into a run later. don't care how much it hurts, i'm just going to run. and bear the pain. even if it gets worse i don't care. just want to run like last time.. sigh.
chinese pt and half of lit pt to go. (for now only) then physics pt and eng essay and ss structured are coming up. i HOPE those are all the summatives we have to deal with this term. cannot tahan already.
can't wait to get out of this school. rj sounds exciting. all of a sudden. i don't know but the change in environment and prospects of a really good track coach are pretty attractive. heh.
okay i think i know what i want to be when i grow up. i want to work in the advertising industry (: at least my dry wit and humour can go there. and i like computers and IT. so ..yeah. or i can like go take some course on web design and learn more. flashhhh i want to learn to be as good at it as the nike.com pros. hm sounds fun. haha do i need a uni degree for that? whoop.